तुम गए हो क्यु, साथ बाकी हे! (dawn till dusk)

first day of 2021. Kriti was escaping from a whole heck year of pandemic. She lost a lot of friends and relatives in 2020. One hell of a year it was. She used to visit libraries and hike around small forests near her university, alone. And yeah in the eve of 2020 new year, she went to a cake shop near her hostel to celebrate the eve with herself. She listened to her favoorite songs of Ben, the one whose music used to chill her in her low days. She licked her fingers dibbing it to plate with her favorite brownie pastry. Security guard at the hostel gate was quite amazed. Everyone was heading out of the hostel to celebrate eve. But Kriti was returning back to hostel. The security guard at the gate teased her asking she had bf or not. Kriti din't gave a damn. She went to her room, sat at the chair near to the window. Something wasn't easy in her head. Being alone was her choice but this time she was in a bad situation. Everything seemed like falling apart and she took a bottle of

For Ben

I remember when I was in my 8th grade, it was the first day after summer vacation. Our Nepali language teacher had given us some creative vacation homework to work. After few discussions on how we spend our vacation, she started a discussion on the questions that he had given us. Of which one work was to write any 10 news. She asked one of the guys sitting next to our seat and make him read his work. In between, he said a news that just devastated my seat partner into tears. He said that the great English singer Enrique Iglesias had died a day ago. It was hard for me to control her now, she was crying. I asked him if it was real or not. He just insisted it is true news. I felt very sorry for that. My seat partner used to share me every song she felt really good of the singer. After the language period was over, the guy just came to our seat and said that he was lying because he didn’t have any news to share. Oh, I just felt so relief for my seat partner, she also started to smile and p

one last gasp against a long hot heavy summer

On one night of end summer, we three sitting on a motorbike were travelling through the roads of Banepa. I felt the wild breeze of air through my ears, flipping my hair back and forth. Middle there was Kusum and the rider was Shashank. I was adjusting myself at the end and all three were much scared whenever bumps arrived. This was not normal things for us to do. We haven't planned this day any before. Shashank and me were classmate before the pandemic. But since the style of teaching has changed after pandemic, only 30 students are allowed in the classroom. He was a student of Electrical and Electronics Communication engineering student and I was student of Electrical and Electronics Power engineering. Kusum was our senior but a good friend of ours. We had a lots of memories we made in the last rainy, cold day   winters deciding what to wear in the most cold days and end up with printed trousers, boots, down jackets and scarf over our head through our ears, walking like zombie thr

Fallen(common now love don't be naïve)

-13th March, '020 Curls on the hair. Pretty looking smile as they used to say. High heels on the foot. Someone is just waiting for me unlike the other day cause we were going to some functions. Both, we were just nervous to show one another. Few friends of mine left in the place where he was waiting for me. He just looked gentleman, I was thinking of, he would look like. I was more shy because of my appearance, as I was not so confident about my dressing because it's been a long, I haven't dressed in formals and more overly in front of him, I have never presented myself in this way. He was just noticing my black tika on my forehead in between this eyebrows because I could see his eyes just deep as the ocean which I have never seen but always felt whenever I was around looking to his eyes looking at me too. I was walking catching his arms not only because I was wearing heels but also it was a moment to gasp his breathe by near. After a few minutes walk we just went to

Call from the Mountains!(To Sanjay)

(तिमी मेरो केबल न्यानो समझनामा तिम्रा कथाहरु खुशी बाढ्दै भन्नेछु म !) Somebody is just touching me, but my soul is not feeling it, why? I was in a trip to Annapurna Base Camp. But a man like me, I swear he is like me, he has lil bit of dark color of face as mine, a mustache like mine, I wonder how can people be same as me haha, he is like my twin ! I cannot figure out why so many people are gathering around the person.  So many Armed Police are here. I remember, I remember we had to reach the base camp in 2 days. I have so many works to do reaching my home and tell my mamma , baba, my elder sister, my grandparents how much fun that I had during the trip, how beautiful the mountains are, say I never regret going to the trip against their permission and promise them to took them too next time. But no one is hearing me. I remember, my friend Santosh and Niranjan  were with me. But I am not seeing them right now. I remember, last time we were together when we clicked the photo inside

Hi there! Do you feel me?

...We are alone just like you said     Cold,Cold world     Life lasts     Only one thing left to roll     last year to learn...  It was 1 in the midnight. "Tick, Tick", the watch sounded. Lights? of course on ! What are you doing? Lying in the bed as sleep was within me but never in my mind. My mind behaves like it never wants a sleep. Actually things are getting pick in my head, oops!  Was the day bad? No day started in a charm, I went to walk with my friend, rounded 3 times the football ground, I came, bathed, ate lunch and back in the form to complete the task assigned, did the 25% only lol and went to college,sat on the first bench of course none in the side of my seat, lecturer came, he taught us very few, almost negligible things that are applicable in the practical electronics, most of the time he taught about the "ideal cases", I dreamed about the SpaceX  new rocket "Falcon-9" which video that I had wa

The Marshy Love

Donot fall in love with boys with stary eyes, Because No matter how beautiful the chances are, He stole those stars, Like he is going to steal your heart. Donot fall in love with boys with radiant smile, Because that dazzling light will blind your eyes, Even in the shadows of the crevasses. Donot fall in love with boys with charming sweet voices, For his melodies will crawl into your heads through your ears, And sweetly sing to the hypnotic sleep. Donot fall in love with boys who hold your heart into their hands, A thousand feet above your head. Donot fall in love with boys who won't fall in love with you. My bones formed the shape of a home so that, You could have a safe place to rest. I carried you with me wherever I went, So that loneliness could not drape you, In it's blanket. My heart would pound your name through my veins like blood, And circulate in every inch of me. I loved you like you were a part of