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For Ben

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I remember when I was in my 8th grade, it was the first day after summer vacation. Our Nepali language teacher had given us some creative vacation homework to work. After few discussions on how we spend our vacation, she started a discussion on the questions that he had given us. Of which one work was to write any 10 news. She asked one of the guys sitting next to our seat and make him read his work. In between, he said a news that just devastated my seat partner into tears. He said that the great English singer Enrique Iglesias had died a day ago. It was hard for me to control her now, she was crying. I asked him if it was real or not. He just insisted it is true news. I felt very sorry for that. My seat partner used to share me every song she felt really good of the singer. After the language period was over, the guy just came to our seat and said that he was lying because he didn’t have any news to share. Oh, I just felt so relief for my seat partner, she also started to smile and p
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one last gasp against a long hot heavy summer

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On one night of end summer, we three sitting on a motorbike were travelling through the roads of Banepa. I felt the wild breeze of air through my ears, flipping my hair back and forth. Middle there was Kusum and the rider was Shashank. I was adjusting myself at the end and all three were much scared whenever bumps arrived. This was not normal things for us to do. We haven't planned this day any before. Shashank and me were classmate before the pandemic. But since the style of teaching has changed after pandemic, only 30 students are allowed in the classroom. He was a student of Electrical and Electronics Communication engineering student and I was student of Electrical and Electronics Power engineering. Kusum was our senior but a good friend of ours. We had a lots of memories we made in the last rainy, cold day   winters deciding what to wear in the most cold days and end up with printed trousers, boots, down jackets and scarf over our head through our ears, walking like zombie thr
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Call from the Mountains!(To Sanjay)

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(तिमी मेरो केबल न्यानो समझनामा तिम्रा कथाहरु खुशी बाढ्दै भन्नेछु म !) Somebody is just touching me, but my soul is not feeling it, why? I was in a trip to Annapurna Base Camp. But a man like me, I swear he is like me, he has lil bit of dark color of face as mine, a mustache like mine, I wonder how can people be same as me haha, he is like my twin ! I cannot figure out why so many people are gathering around the person.  So many Armed Police are here. I remember, I remember we had to reach the base camp in 2 days. I have so many works to do reaching my home and tell my mamma , baba, my elder sister, my grandparents how much fun that I had during the trip, how beautiful the mountains are, say I never regret going to the trip against their permission and promise them to took them too next time. But no one is hearing me. I remember, my friend Santosh and Niranjan  were with me. But I am not seeing them right now. I remember, last time we were together when we clicked the photo inside
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Hi there! Do you feel me?

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...We are alone just like you said     Cold,Cold world     Life lasts     Only one thing left to roll     last year to learn...  It was 1 in the midnight. "Tick, Tick", the watch sounded. Lights? of course on ! What are you doing? Lying in the bed as sleep was within me but never in my mind. My mind behaves like it never wants a sleep. Actually things are getting pick in my head, oops!  Was the day bad? No day started in a charm, I went to walk with my friend, rounded 3 times the football ground, I came, bathed, ate lunch and back in the form to complete the task assigned, did the 25% only lol and went to college,sat on the first bench of course none in the side of my seat, lecturer came, he taught us very few, almost negligible things that are applicable in the practical electronics, most of the time he taught about the "ideal cases", I dreamed about the SpaceX  new rocket "Falcon-9" which video that I had wa
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The Marshy Love

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Donot fall in love with boys with stary eyes, Because No matter how beautiful the chances are, He stole those stars, Like he is going to steal your heart. Donot fall in love with boys with radiant smile, Because that dazzling light will blind your eyes, Even in the shadows of the crevasses. Donot fall in love with boys with charming sweet voices, For his melodies will crawl into your heads through your ears, And sweetly sing to the hypnotic sleep. Donot fall in love with boys who hold your heart into their hands, A thousand feet above your head. Donot fall in love with boys who won't fall in love with you. My bones formed the shape of a home so that, You could have a safe place to rest. I carried you with me wherever I went, So that loneliness could not drape you, In it's blanket. My heart would pound your name through my veins like blood, And circulate in every inch of me. I loved you like you were a part of
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मानव

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हामी मानव हौ, हामिलाई यो थाहा छ, किनकि हामी अरुलाई तल पारेर हेर्न सक्छौ । घरमा एउटा सानो Glass को माछा राख्ने Bowl छ, हामी माछाको Glass लाई ओझेल मा पार्न सक्छौ, हामी त्यस्लाई निहाल्छौ अनि भन्न सक्छौ, "बेवकुफ माछा!, त न निदाउछस नै, न त सँग Eyelid नै छ!" त निदाउन सक्दैनस त्यसैले, त सपना देख्न सक्दैनस्, तर, हामी सपना देख्न सक्छौ, हामी मानव हौ! हामी धेरै रङ बोकेका कथाहरु हाम्रा आखामा सम्हाल्न सक्छौ । त्यसैले, हामी आशा गर्न सक्छौ, हामी लक्ष्य राख्न सक्छौ र हामी सम्झन सक्छौ।" "बेवकुफ माछासँग सम्झन सक्ने क्षमता नै छैन त्यो सानो plastic को बिरुवा पटक पटक एउटा नयाँ plastic को बिरुवा हो अनि, त्यो सानो महल सधै अचम्म नै हो, पटक्, पटक !" "बेवकुफ माछा , तेरो अनुहारले जती नै पानी निले पनि थरी थरिका अनुहार अभिव्यक्ती देखाउदैनन् त केवल हावा, पानी, पखेटा ति मात्र तेरो दुनियाँ! म , त हुन घृणा गर्छु, त्यो गोलो, गोलो , Glassको bowlमा अड्किएर बस्न!" "तलाई के थाहा माछा , हामी
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FORLORN

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"Stop making any excuses anymore, You are a little numb. You don't know what to feel and how to act, right? Stop seeking attention!  Hell ya' You don't belong here anymore" "She used to go to library. Sitting in the front corner, facing laptop  screen whole day with PDFs on it, she used to nob her head for half and hour and jerk suddenly and go outside to drink water. And still she used to nob her head.  HA HA HA !!! Shitty little nerd, HA HA HA!!! "You know? she used to be with her little laptop table during whole day. Sometime she even used to forget to shut down the laptop and even herself HA HA. She used to study the whole and even she was more laborious than me. I think she was trying to show them all. She was not exam-oriented, right? I think this environment is not suitable for her, I think "Engineering" doesn't belongs to her!!! This are the words my "so-called" friends and dear one talk about me everyday this da
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